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Holy shit. We're heading back to the states tomorrow to get ready for the tour and the album drop. I... I'm somewhat terrified! I haven't been back since I got here and I feel like I've been here way longer than I actually have. I always get nervous about going back on tour but I'm even more nervous than normal. We've kind of dropped out of sight for a while so I'm always afraid the fans will forget about us. And on top of that I'm actually leaving someone behind this time. Someone who I am going to miss terribly. Yeah. No sleep for Ryan tonight.